I developed a badass blister on my fatass finger (thumb). Thumb doesn't rhyme. It was flat when I went to bed last night. When I woke up this morning, the blister was full of pus. It usually contains a clear serous fluid but mine was obviously infected. Then it became so filled with pus that it simply burst, like a balloon inflated past its stretching point. I squeezed out all the pus & continued my day. By evening, the puncture point had sealed & it was filled with pus once again, though not as robust as the 1st time round. (Pictures are from 2nd emptying of pus.) This time, I pierced it with a needle & squeezed out the pus again. When both thumbs are placed side by side, it's obvious my right thumb is swollen. My 1st time with an infected blister. Interesting.
Saturday, 28 March 2015
Lucky Us
I developed a badass blister on my fatass finger (thumb). Thumb doesn't rhyme. It was flat when I went to bed last night. When I woke up this morning, the blister was full of pus. It usually contains a clear serous fluid but mine was obviously infected. Then it became so filled with pus that it simply burst, like a balloon inflated past its stretching point. I squeezed out all the pus & continued my day. By evening, the puncture point had sealed & it was filled with pus once again, though not as robust as the 1st time round. (Pictures are from 2nd emptying of pus.) This time, I pierced it with a needle & squeezed out the pus again. When both thumbs are placed side by side, it's obvious my right thumb is swollen. My 1st time with an infected blister. Interesting.
Friday, 27 March 2015
A Day Well Spent
After my bout of insomnia, I finally fell asleep shortly after my last post. Despite the late night, I woke up at 6 am naturally as usual. My sore throat had dissipated, with the potential to bring good or bad tidings. It either means I've recovered or the virus has gone further down my respiratory tract. In my case, it was the latter. My throat felt weird & scratchy, causing me to cough. Having nothing planned for the day except moving some of the more portable items to the new place, I decided to start tidying up the exterior.
Hub's work is physically demanding. So I thought if I can take these chores out of his hands, it'll be great. We bought the cheapest lawn mower available in Bunnings months & months back. Of course, it comes with a price. Also, the grass is long, requiring me to go over the same area countless times to cut them down. Before long, I started developing blisters on my hands from the effort. That's after only 3 horizontal strips of the back lawn. So I put on hub's boxing gloves for the padding & continued working. Sweat ran into my eyes & my hair was drenched. Finally, after just under 3 hours, I got it as close to perfection as possible. At this point, my fitbit vibrated, signalling that I had achieved my 10k steps for the day.
As I was mowing the lawn, a scene from our favourite romantic comedy came to mind. I don't watch such movies but this particular movie was something hubs enjoyed & had introduced to me. It's The Proposal starring Sandra Bullock & Ryan Reynolds. SB came across RR's grandmother in the forest, performing some pagan ritual & was invited to give thanks to mother earth. She started out awkward but it turned into a dance cum rap. There's this sentence that appropriately describe my circumstances at that point of time if I indeed have balls. It goes, "Sweat drip down my balls." I was covered in sweat, my top was totally wet & sweat dripped down the ends of my hair.
I then trimmed the edges that the mower couldn't reach with a pair of garden shears. Next, I sawed off the branch that had spilt in half & my dad helped saw it into smaller pieces for easy disposal. The word branch may give the wrong impression that it is small. But when we threw the cut up pieces into our bin, it filled it up 3/4 of the way. I dug up the dead rheos in the garden bed along the outside of the kitchen in preparation for new ones to go in. Then I raked dead leaves from the garden beds in front of the house.
I was deadbeat by 12 noon. Having done all of the above, I took a shower, prepared lunch & proceeded to load my boot with the packed items. We finally got home at 2.30 pm after 2 trips to the new house. I collapsed in bed & didn't get up till hubs got home from work at 3.30 pm. My whole body was aching, either from the viral infection or the physical work, probably from the latter. Hubs was tired so he took a nap before we head out for dinner.
It was starting to get dark when I woke hubs up at 6.20 pm. We left for Alfred's Kitchen which supposedly serves the best burgers in Australia. We were super lucky to get the last remaining lot in the carpark. The place was absolutely crowded. We left my parents sitting on a bench while we placed the order & waited for collection. When we got back to the bench, I was horrified to see that my mom had done the Singaporean thing. She placed her bag on the other half of the bench to "chope" the seats for us. I nearly fainted. If there's anything I'm ashamed of about Sg, it's this choping of seats.
When we 1st got here, people were raving about Pea & Ham soup. We tried the canned version but I wasn't impressed. But I must say the canned version did it a great injustice for the one served at Alfred's Kitchen is way better. The burgers were fantastic too. But then I'm not a good judge of food for I'm super chin chye. I know people who will throw away the entire packet of rice just becoz the fish has got 鱼腥味 or chuck the entire serving of noodles away becoz it's been sitting in the soup for too long & has turned soggy.
The fire was burning away on gigantic charcoal chunks. I love the smell of burning charcoal. As we were driving back, I told hubs that the only thing missing is something sweet to finish off. It's ok, we'll do it tomorrow when we head down to the chocolate factory. Hee...
Thursday, 26 March 2015
I Worry
Hubs started off as the 2nd extra in his current company. When the 1st extra went back to his country, hubs continued to work. Then, the work slowed. 1st extra was not asked to come back & instead, hubs worked in his place. The lady boss made no secret that she preferred the 1st extra coz they're from the same country, constantly badgering the manager why hubs was allowed to work & that the 1st extra should take his place instead.
Call me bias, but I know hubs is a better worker. If anything, Singaporeans are conscientious workers. Well, most of us anyway. He's never called in sick in all the years he's been working. He went back to work even after his ingrown toe nail removal procedure. Though not academically inclined, he's smart in a different sort of way. He easily picked up the rational behind the things that need to be done when workers with several years experience fail to realise or question. He's never picky about his work & never gives excuses when being asked to do something. Therefore, he knows much more than the others.
Now, it's our turn to be absent. Work has picked up again & 1st extra is asked to come back as an extra hand. When we get back from Sg, it'll be hub's turn not be allowed to go back to work. I know we cannot afford to lose his income or we'll be in deep shit. But with the job market so bad right now, chances of landing another job is close to nil. I can only pray that he'll have the good fortune to get something else in the event he loses this job.
Now, regarding Centre Link, I know if he loses his only source of income, we'll probably be eligible to make claims. I know some people have an income from their country, have houses to collect rent from & therefore don't need to work. Yet they make claims from Centre Link, claiming unemployment. It's not so much of an ego issue but 有手有脚 he rather work than ask for hand outs. He's a man of principle.
Of course, he has his faults. His temper, omg. I need not say more. He may seem aloof, especially when he hasn't warmed up to you. But once you get to know him, he's actually quite apt at talking cock. 对朋友更不用说了。Treat him well & he return it doubly. Cross him & you'll be sure to get it. But I hope his decency, combined with whatever good, no matter how little that we've done will bring us good karma & see us through this. I'm a worry wort. Perhaps he won't even lose his job & I'm worrying for nothing. Reminder to myself: always have faith. There's always a way.
Me = Bad Patient
This is the price I have to pay for an afternoon nap. Insomnia. Otherwise you'll not find me still awake beyond 10 pm. Hence, the spamming of my blog.
I may have caught a bug from Sg. The day we were due to fly back, I developed a sore throat. Yesterday was its 4th day of tormenting me with no signs of easing. In between, I'll develop body aches, a symptom very indicative of a viral infection. It goes away after a night's sleep only to come back every other day. Drinking lots of water doesn't really help much. It's like my body is fighting a battle it can't win but yet won't lose. Of course, it'll eventually win the battle but in the meantime, swallowing will remain a painful ordeal.
I'm a firm believer of natural healing despite being a nurse myself. Medicines only masks the symptoms but doesn't solve the underlying problem. 治标不治本。You won't find me popping panadols just becoz I have a headache or cramps or backache to the disdain of my colleagues. The only time I'll take it is when I'm running a fever which I haven't for many years. Actually, since 14 & that's more than 15 years ago.
I prefer to boost my immunity with natural resources whenever I'm unwell so my body can win the battle. Drinking adequate water & having sufficient sleep is often the best remedy you'll ever need.
Since we're on the topic of medicine, I'll like to add that I find a lot of people are confusing allergies & side effects. An allergic reaction gives you rashes, swelling of eyes or lips & at its worse, an anaphylatic shock. If a drug gives you tummy upset, diarrhea, or as patients like to say "makes me unwell", it is not an allergy. It is a side effect. For an allergy to be an allergy, it has to manifest symptoms listed above. If you any old how tell the medical team that you're allergic when you're in reality just having side effects, you'll end up not getting the treatment best for you.
Of course, it is your choice whether you want to take the medicine or not. It is the patient's right to refuse treatment. Like analgesics, especially NSAIDS, give me diarrhea. I avoid taking it but I don't tell the doctor I'm allergic to it becoz I'm not.
By now, everyone should know that common flu is caused by virus. Hence, asking for antibiotics is of no use & will only increases the likelihood of drug resistence. Antibiotic kills off your flora & gives rise to secondary infections. I should know coz a few years back, after a course of prolonged antibiotics (by prolonged I mean 7 days as usual course is for 5), I developed thrush, both orally & in my female bits. It wasn't itchy but the pain was another thing. I told myself, never again will I take antibiotics unless it's for life saving purposes. It is also why some people get diarrhea with antibiotics. It kills off your flora, allowing the bad bacteria to multiply & flourish. Of course, it is totally my choice. I'm not asking people not to heed the advice of their doctors.
I usually chuck my medications aside after seeing the doctor & rely solely on rest to recover. The side effects from medicine often makes me feel worse than I actually am. That's why there's this saying that nurses make the worst patients. We rarely listen to the doctor when it comes to our own health. Lol.
I shall try to sleep once again or I'll never recover from this almost flu.
It's Not Over
It must be their life aspiration to benefit themselves to the utmost end at the expense of everyone else. I have to constantly remind myself to keep my cool & chill. 2 more weeks to go. 眼看就要结束了, 不能现在出差错。
On vacating a rental place, all you have to do is to return it as close to the original as possible. The only exception listed in the contract states that I, on my part have to treat the house for fleas, even if my dog doesn't have any. Cleanliness wise, you can choose to do it yourself or engage vacate cleaners to do it. However, they have demanded that we hire professionals to do it & show receipt as evidence. I was furious. When they handed over the house to us, did they not clean the house themselves? The floor was dusty & dirty but did I demand they clean it up?
We've discussed the issue at hand & hubs wanted to go ahead with the hiring of vacate cleaners. He reasoned that if we don't do it law by law, how can we argue law by law at the end of the entire fiasco? That way, they'll have no excuse to swallow our entire bond, perhaps just deduct a little for the remaining bald patches on the lawn.
百忍能成金。But I feel like a pressure cooker without venting holes. When the pressure gets too high, it'll explode outwards with devastating force. Still, I know in my heart this is not the way to be. 待人处事之道岂能说说而已? I have to walk the talk. As quickly as the anger came, it went. We all reap what we sowed. I hope that by sowing seeds of good that I 1 day will be able to reap good as well.
Monday, 23 March 2015
Singapore Through A Different Set Of Eyes
Thursday, 19 March 2015
Lawn Update
Nah. Evidence that I really bought & applied organic shit to the lawn.
Sunday, 15 March 2015
Being More
“The plain fact is that the planet does not need more successful people. But it does desperately need more peacemakers, healers, restorers, storytellers, and lovers of every kind. It needs people who live well in their places. It needs people of moral courage willing to join the fight to make the world habitable and humane. And these qualities have little to do with success as we have defined it.” ~ David Orr
Credit: Quotes by Daisaku Ikeda taken from www.ikedaquotes.org.
Friday, 13 March 2015
Laser Theatre
So this Laser staff working with me today is from Sg as well. We got to talking while getting the theatre ready & waiting for patient to turn up. She was 1 of the lucky ones as 1 of the hospitals here went to Sg to recruit nurses 10 years ago. She went for the interview & 6 months later, she came here. So she was guaranteed a job from the get go. We talked about the reasons why we left. She shared with me that when she was resigning, her DON tried to dissuade her. She didn't want to end up like her DON, with a failing marriage & kids are not close to her due to long hours at work. Since coming here, she managed to be there for her kids & she enjoys a much closer relationship with her family now.
Something she said struck a cord in me. We should enjoy the good things about Australia but at the same time, retain what's good in our heritage, that we shouldn't lose who we are. A polymate who migrated to the US many years back said something to the same effect. She refused to pick up their accent becoz she's an Asian & "so I should speak like 1." Our children may be Ozzified but we'll always remember our roots.
Being True To Yourself
My impending trip to Sg. I made arrangement with friends (ex-colleagues) to meet up. There is someone we're not sure we should include, for the fact that we're not exactly close. Not that we're prejudiced against her, just that the things she do at work... To put it mildly, she's not well liked by majority of the staff, save for the small clique she hangs out with. But we all joined the company around the same time & have always celebrated birthdays together. The entire incident is our fault. We're the fakes 1st. We worried that she'll be unhappy if we met up without asking her along. Hence we did & she agreed to come with no indication something is amiss.
When the topic came up when they were at work, she told Jus that I'm only an acquaintance, meaning actually she's not all that keen. Was it her intention for Jus to pass the message along? I don't know. But surely she knows that it will reach my ears? Then another colleague chipped in with something not so nice. Worse is, we're of the same faith. I know she's like that so I'm not exactly surprised. Just that I thought having made such progress spiritually means others will have too. Besides, it's been more than a year since I left. But I guess we're the only ones who can choose to let go. Sharon who heard about what transpired "cancelled" the meet up. She told me not to feel lousy & we should just spare thoughts for people who are more worth it. Jus asked if I'm angry. Honestly, I'm not. I just felt lousy. So instead, I asked myself, what will my mentors do in the same situation? The answer came back almost immediately & with it a sense of peace. They will pray for the other person & that's exactly what I did. It's alright. It just have to start from me.
Sunday, 8 March 2015
Cleaning Sunday
After that, I made tacos for lunch. Nothing fanciful, just used the meal packs I bought from Coles. 1st time we're having Mexican. I must say I prefer the soft tacos to the hard ones. But then, I've always preferred tortilla wraps. I tried my best keeping it as healthy as I could by using extra lean minced beef even though it costs double the price of normal minced beef. I also used light sour cream & light shredded cheese. For veg, we had the superfood salad (kale, beetroot, carrot, organic quinoa, coconut chips, cranberries, currants, pine nuts & balsamic vinegar) I brought to a gathering yesterday which nobody touched. Lol. Guess health food is not for everybody. I fed some of the salad to Ton as well as his daily veg ration.
3 pm, the house is like an oven. This rental is East West facing. So in the morning, we'll get sun shinning into the living area & by 2 pm, the master bedroom & front living area gets the evening sun. Even with the block out curtains, the inside of the house gets hotter than the outside ambiance temperature. Time to shower Ton Ton. I always shower him in the patio. I left him to "la liang" after towel drying him while I water the lawn before bringing him in to blow dry with the hair dryer. By then, the only parts of him still wet were his legs & beard.
Since we'll be moving soon, I did some minor packing. All in all, a rather productive day by my standards. (I usually nua around at home during the weekeend.) Now it's time to rest up for a busy week ahead.
Monday, 2 March 2015
Milestone: 10 Months & The Arrival Of Autumn
Hubs just reminded me of the fact that we should be expecting Masterchef Australia to be screening soon as the 1st episode for last year aired on 3rd May. Without realising it, we're just 2 months away from our 1st anniversary here. It is today that I finally got my hands on the adult Groot bobble head figurine & therefore, completed my "collection". Like many others who watched Guardians Of The Galaxy, I found Groot really cute in the scene where he smashed a dozen or so enemies against the wall then turn around to give his team a cheesy grin, or right at the end where baby Groot was dancing to the tune of Jackson 5's I Want You Back. But Groot holds a deeper meaning for me. Groot is the embodiment of what I've learnt. He said at the end of the movie that, "We are groot." Meaning that we, regardless of race or religion are one & same, that we are all interconnected. He was smashed into smithereens for protecting his comrades but he didn't perish. Rocket stuck a branch into a pot & from it baby Groot grew, dancing & smiling away. That's the way we should approach life.
I told hubs about this plan I have to tour the countryside. Going away for days at a go is complicated by the fact that we have a dog. Boarding costs a bomb here. Sure, we can leave Ton Ton with friends but we really don't want to impose on others as far as we can help it. Driving hundreds & hundreds of kilometers in our less than road worthy cars is not exactly smart. Renting 1 means additional cost. If we choose to bring Ton Ton on the trip, we'll have to find accommodations that allow dogs. So I came up with this idea of renting a camper van. I did a search & they have a variety of sizes & types. A trailing caravan means we need to have a vehicle to tow it along. But they have the types we see in movies where the back compartment of the van is the "living quarters" itself. So we can bring Ton Ton along & spend nights in caravan parks. Immediately, hubs asked me, "So when are we leaving?" Probably the next long weekend or my next plotted leave. Guess I better start planning.